On some level, I was always irritated by conditions that weren't to my liking.
I do believe that I create my own reality, and if I didn't like what I saw, I thought I did something wrong.
These last couple of weeks I have been thinking on and off about what it means to be a creator.
What I realized is that I am either a creator or a reactor. The one is independent from conditions, and the other reacts to the outside circumstances and let's those determine how she/he feels.
The one is in her power, and the other one is not.
The greatest freedom you can find is to be independent of conditions, to be unconditional.
And if you don't like your conditions, this is often easier to do.
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